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The War Within

by Delusions of Reality

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1.
Night falls I'm counting my wounds again You pushed me teared another scar in my soul Tomorrow, what a good day to be alive as the pain confirms The road is hard, there's no shortcut to success The threat we face, to be in this place dreads you Today, what a good day not to die after all We take damage, mostly to our pride We inflict damage, because our pride We hurt others on the way to the top We get hurt reaching for the top
2.
Wasted Years 06:04
Another day goes by Your roll the dice What will become You'll never know You take a step and you might fall you may rise and live after all Here we are again and again defining the insanity we couldn't change the history all we have is a mystery Here we go again and again we found no clarity if we don't learn to change in the end what's left is wasted years What is said or left undone What is done yet never referred What is seen and not unseen What is gone is a moment in time What will be in the hands of time What we'll see in our time Why we stall and hesitate Why we waste our precious time Another night falls Another duty calls What will you do if they're coming for you? You may try to run But you can never hide You try to escape But you will get caught Destiny calls written by your hands They try to change you and seal your fate You do as you like and pave your way You don't care to listen what they say
3.
You think it's easy to be me haven't you try to be me You wouldn't have a chance at the first glance you would fail Your gifts only brought you this far don't waste what you got in this life by boasting for all you will fall behind (if you don't train your mind) When night falls a party starts yet others work to make up the time they didn't have to even the odds to stand a chance When the night falls they are afraid of doing nothing to do nothing they will fail at their own cost by their own hands Another night partying hard working hard or hardly working at all That life's not for all many would fall counting down As years go by there's more things to do it gets harder to keep up the game You want something to blame (but) hard work beats talent (if talent doesn't work hard)
4.
Mr. Solidarity, you missed our date I'm here for you and you fade away Wasn't I good enough for you? Did you got better things to do? Mr Solidarity, you accused me again and you treat me like I'm the bad guy Was this my fault again? Or did you just tell me so? I'm waiting for you in this cold dark place It's not that I haven't other stuff to dot but I want to see your face You want me to be there for you and when I need you, you turn me down I want to believe you when you say you're sorry You just turn your head, smile at me and say "Don't worry, next time I'll see you and be there for you" My fears won't shelter me from the future
5.
Blood Bonds 04:13
You cast your eyes on me - your kin you think you know me - like you the old days are gone - forever you didn't spend the time - to learn how should I have learned - what you wanted there's not much to be done - no more Houses of cards are coming down Digging the graves of the old memories If blood is thicker than water to you why I only sink faster to the bleeding tears of the past? Why do you crave for my love - my understanding We had our chance not to fight - with words Now that the sands run lower - we see What's hidden before our eyes - in time Powerless we cry in pain - in vain The time will break the bonds - of our world It's always easier to say - than act I guess you knew it too - I felt for you Regrets won't fade away - they grow deep All the time, inside - we knew What we had, how we feel - right? Never the less it's late - too late?
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Wishing Well 06:19
You turned your back on me many years ago you only show your face when it suits you Words of advice sharp as knives What will suffice? if I may serve I've had enough of your selfish ways how long I've seen this show I'm counting the days Words of plea cry of bitterness will I flee? will I give in? Why I'm your wishing well? A secret you'll never tell You only turn to me when you need something from me Can't you see what you've done? You don't care how I feel? you don't change and you never will? you just call your wishing well? One could ask you what the hell? What lies are your trying to sell? I know you need me or you wouldn't come looking for me Can't you really hear yourself? Don't you care to listen to? you don't know me and you never will you make my life a living hell I've heard this story many times before still I don't know what makes me reach the door I'm not trying to be better than you You try either too hard or not enough You only remember me when you need my help I don't want friends that are not around tomorrow Years have passed in exile from the world I know that you know I just like to be left alone
7.
Who's talking to me? I wish I could gather my thoughts Sometimes I think it's too loud I miss the silence of my thoughts Sometimes I think it's too loud Don't you miss the silence in the crowd? In here it's too loud Can't decide what's right or wrong Everything I do is wrong to you The doubt we have The fear we hate The hate we create are consuming us all Sometimes I wanna pass the time I haven't got all the time in the world to wait for a world to end I don't want to waste my time to wait for a world to end Don't waste my time I'm here alone now Can't decide what's right or wrong Everything I do is wrong to you The doubt we have The fear we hate The hate we create are consuming us all The War Within Sometimes I'm just clueless Sometimes I don't now what to do Despite everyone tells me to Sometimes I don't now what to do And then no one tells me to Voices of doubt are talking to me I second guess my self Can't decide what's right or wrong Everything I do is wrong to you The doubt we have The fear we hate The hate we create are consuming us all
8.
Dark clouds are shadowing you like a life running away from you You think you make your way but your picture starts to turn grey You paint brand new lies to cover your true face The secrets you will never tell if revealed you'd burn in hell? Do you feel like the cursed one So many things you have done It doesn't matter what you do They'll always be blaming you At least that's how you feel In their eyes, you never will appeal Outcast, alone like a cursed one In their eyes you are gone, (cursed one) Time goes by before your eyes fear won't absolve your life It grows like your collection of the art covering your walls You buy anything you like but you can't win this fight Certain things aren't for auction You can't buy back your freedom You close your eyes wish everything to be fine Your picture grows old the days turn to cold You cast your own curse making your own life worse oh, can't you see this is the life you live
9.
Once upon a time there was this young person Fallen from grace, beaten by hand of fate A friendly soul in the right place at the wrong time They gazed upon them with eyes full of hate They do it for fun it's just a game to play the part in their life before the last candle burns out consumed by the shadows darker than the night I feel pain I am hurting They feed the flames Ready to engage I am consumed Forgiveness gone My heart is poured empty It's eating me alive What separates the hunter from the pray? What overcomes the lust for revenge? What will silence the voice of hate? What would divert the hand of fate? How could they ever forget the pain? Why would they ever forget the crimes? What would ever make things right lost forever in the sands of time Agony is the price we have to pay as we pave the way in the play Who writes rhymes of the pain and the joy or is it just all in vain? There were the good times and then there were the bad times It's our choice to decide what will remain in our memories
10.
The Plague 06:03
Signs of the apocalypse Visions of the end Life today feels so cursed Into darkness we descend Watching the flow of sands of time before they bury us all (We) fight to win this plague, we're all in Torn apart by forces afar and it feels like there's nothing to do If we fight together why it feels like we're alone Take a look at this chaos ridden land rich and poor are all the same in the grand scheme of things Will the people ever learn to hold on to what matters the most? Spreading like a wildfire Carried like a swarm We thought we knew the cause but our actions do only harm Stand up for human rights give your helping hand Unite, it's not too late Destruction, terror, hunger, and need are haunting now our cities indeed Conspiration? Statistical fail? Is society going off rail? Are these shadows of the war within or just the wages of sin? Desolation, gossiping lure Will time be the only cure? Centuries we blamed the beast However, we tried to think at least In the end we were all wrong the reason was within us all along Past civilisations why would they fall? Will this happen to us all? Devastation, termination of social life Isolation, self vacation may save people Though no work nor play will make the people insane But storm like any other this too will pass

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released September 17, 2021

Composed and arranged by Olli Kivelä 2020-2021
All lyrics written by Olli Kivelä 2020-2021
Guitars, Vocals, Bass, Keys: Olli Kivelä
Drums programmed by Olli Kivelä
Recorded June 2020 - July 2021 by Olli Kivelä
Mixed and mastered by Olli Kivelä 2021
Cover artwork by Olli Kivelä 2021

Copyright © 2021 Olli Kivelä
℗ 2021 Olli Kivelä

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Delusions of Reality Finland

Melodic death metal band from Finland.

Delusions Of Reality are:
Olli Kivelä: vocals, guitars, keyboards
Jaakko Makkonen: bass
Aleksi Perkiö: drums

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